1. 4 years ago 
    It was like a walk to remember. Woke up, didn’t felt like wearing orange, school was pretty normal. In leadership class it was fun, Emanuel and Jeanette were taking some pictures, they look really cool too. Then rally came, coach said my name while calling up the players, she called it once, and I didn’t hear, then she called it again, and I still didn’t hear haha, Embarassing! The rally ended short because people just started leaving that was crazy, it’s like school no longer has spirit. While sitting there watching the rally, right when I turned I saw her, I was like Damn. After the rally I tried ignoring her, but I couldn’t because I just wanted to talk to her, beside I knew she was going to walk home and I didn’t want to walk alone to Chi Hais house. I went up to James and he asked me if i wanted to go to his game, I was down since I had no plans for a Friday night anyways. He told me his sister was on the way home from school, so later she’ll come and get me and me and her will head over to his game. Then I called Amy telling her let’s walk home, so we did. While walking home we were joking and messing around, I decided instead of walking straight home let’s go over to Sylvandale. When we got there, I couldn’t help it but to make a move on her. But of course she rejected it, but then I was like so show me how much you liked the Valentine present, haha. Then she started kissing my neck like the old times and it lead up to my lips. It felt so good feeling her lip and kiss, is like I can still feel it now. While just chilling in the back of Sylvandale kissing her, it never felt so good before, it felt like it was last kisses I will ever get. Then we started walking off to the parking lot, and she heard the ice cream man and she wanted ice cream, so we ran after him haha, who does that? We bought the Ice cream, and started walking. We took the short cut, the one that would had bring back a lot of memories for us. It was around Diana neighborhood. I took her there, because thats the same neighborhood where I first me her, now I wanted it to be the place where I say goodbye. I love her so much, damn, I miss her like hell. But fuck what more can I do, I want to hold on but it seems like theres no more hope and my heart is just breaking even more and more everyday. After I told her everything I wanted to say, we both walked separate ways, its a walk i will remember, because while walking through the same neighborhood, it reminded me of everything. But now it would no longer matter to her or me. Went over to Chi Hai’s house her mom got me a big bowl of food, because she knew I was hungry. Chilled for a while then walked over to Sylvandale and Tina picked me up. We drove down to Del Mar, James had  pretty good game, JV won by twenty that was pretty good. Varsity lost by one, and the game was pretty good. It was just fun sitting there with James, Johnny and Mai talking haha. Then James, Tina and me left to go meet up with Anh, Annie, Percilla, Lily and Romaro at Spaghetti Factory. It was my first time, but they made it so worth it. It was really funny, Lily is so funny haha. She was telling us random stories and her and Romaro are just so stupid, and Anh and Annie all they kept doing was laughing, me and James did the same we would give each other looks knowing we were about to laugh. It was cool chilling with them, then Tina dropped me off home. I guess today was really something to remember.

    It was like a walk to remember.

    Woke up, didn’t felt like wearing orange, school was pretty normal. In leadership class it was fun, Emanuel and Jeanette were taking some pictures, they look really cool too. Then rally came, coach said my name while calling up the players, she called it once, and I didn’t hear, then she called it again, and I still didn’t hear haha, Embarassing! The rally ended short because people just started leaving that was crazy, it’s like school no longer has spirit.


    While sitting there watching the rally, right when I turned I saw her, I was like Damn. After the rally I tried ignoring her, but I couldn’t because I just wanted to talk to her, beside I knew she was going to walk home and I didn’t want to walk alone to Chi Hais house. I went up to James and he asked me if i wanted to go to his game, I was down since I had no plans for a Friday night anyways. He told me his sister was on the way home from school, so later she’ll come and get me and me and her will head over to his game. Then I called Amy telling her let’s walk home, so we did. While walking home we were joking and messing around, I decided instead of walking straight home let’s go over to Sylvandale. When we got there, I couldn’t help it but to make a move on her. But of course she rejected it, but then I was like so show me how much you liked the Valentine present, haha. Then she started kissing my neck like the old times and it lead up to my lips. It felt so good feeling her lip and kiss, is like I can still feel it now. While just chilling in the back of Sylvandale kissing her, it never felt so good before, it felt like it was last kisses I will ever get.


    Then we started walking off to the parking lot, and she heard the ice cream man and she wanted ice cream, so we ran after him haha, who does that? We bought the Ice cream, and started walking. We took the short cut, the one that would had bring back a lot of memories for us. It was around Diana neighborhood. I took her there, because thats the same neighborhood where I first me her, now I wanted it to be the place where I say goodbye. I love her so much, damn, I miss her like hell. But fuck what more can I do, I want to hold on but it seems like theres no more hope and my heart is just breaking even more and more everyday.


    After I told her everything I wanted to say, we both walked separate ways, its a walk i will remember, because while walking through the same neighborhood, it reminded me of everything. But now it would no longer matter to her or me.


    Went over to Chi Hai’s house her mom got me a big bowl of food, because she knew I was hungry. Chilled for a while then walked over to Sylvandale and Tina picked me up.

    We drove down to Del Mar, James had  pretty good game, JV won by twenty that was pretty good. Varsity lost by one, and the game was pretty good. It was just fun sitting there with James, Johnny and Mai talking haha. Then James, Tina and me left to go meet up with Anh, Annie, Percilla, Lily and Romaro at Spaghetti Factory. It was my first time, but they made it so worth it. It was really funny, Lily is so funny haha. She was telling us random stories and her and Romaro are just so stupid, and Anh and Annie all they kept doing was laughing, me and James did the same we would give each other looks knowing we were about to laugh. It was cool chilling with them, then Tina dropped me off home. I guess today was really something to remember.

     

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