1. 4 years ago 

    Happy Valentines Day!

    So today I had to go over to Chi Hai house in the morning to drop off the stuff that I needed to ask her to drop off for Amy. I always know Chi Hai has my back every time my cousin flakes out on me. Then I had to call Edibles to make sure they had  my order and it was going to send my arrangements over to Kim. While taking the bus to Chi Hai house, Jodie cookie almost flew away haha. When I got over to Chi Hai house, every single one of them kept asking so are you talking to Amy again, nope sigh whatever. She’s just my Valentines, today I realized it was pretty windy and knowing how Amy is I knew she didn’t have a jacket or anything. So during English class I walked out to call her and asked does she need a jacket, yeah I just didn’t want her to get sick again. She’s a mess when she’s sick, cute but a mess haha.


    School was normal, but it sucks seeing couples every where and everyone being all happy about Valentine. I was ok about it, I guess, though tonight I’m suppose to go downtown to eat with Kim since she has this whole surprise set up for me. To me I was like whatever about it, I sorta feel like she’s just trying to win my heart. But truth is right now, I don’t even know where my heart is. At lunch we were standing there talking and laughing like usual, then called up Amy, to see if she got it, then KIm text me telling how happy and sweet I was. But for Kim all I did was got Edibles to send her a rose strawberry chocolate bouquet and a dozen roses form the flower store. Amy seems happy about it and that made me felt so much happier then hearing how Kim felt, didn’t know why I guess. But whatever.
    Then it was after school, I don’t know I was just having a bad day and it felt weird. I just walked away from everyone because I didn’t want to deal or see anyone. But things got better once I started talking to Danielle and Jodie. I don’t know what kills me the most is how she’s still put up with that guy even though he seems like nothing. But I guess it shows how much she likes him over me right? The day just felt funky, my feelings and thoughts were all funky, didn’t really understand it.


    At the game, me and Danielle decided to go to Subway to get something to eat because we were hungry. When we got back, me and her got into a deep talk. I found out hella crazy shit about her, damn. Then we Edit later.

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