January 2010
1 post
Recent update
Me and Thao became friends again, it feels good. It feels good to have a sister like her back in my life. Things been back to normal it felt like nothing ever happen between us. We just been a tad sick, so can’t be adventurous as we were back then. But soon, soon! I spent most of my second winter break with her which was pretty good.
And of course with Thao back in my life, here comes along...
February 2008
16 posts
Woke up and got ready for the gym, because we were...
Damn you HANGOVER!
Damn didn’t get home till ten something this morning, we left Johnnie house at nine in the morning, ugh I have a hangover! Damn practice is at four today, I didn’t even up going, at first it was because I wasn’t feeling good but I think it was because I was lazy. But I heard it was a easy practice and that Deisy and Sopimp is playing with us tomorrow at the CCS game. We’re...
" you guys are really cute together "
Saturday morning went over to balleys to pay for the membership bill, then head over to Chi Hai’s house and started cooking breakfast. It was cool hanging out with them, I been hanging out with them a lot. Then I called up James telling him he should meet up with me to go to AJ’s party because there was going to be drinks and shit. Jodie, James, me and Aileen went and dudee it was a...
Happy Valentines Day!
So today I had to go over to Chi Hai house in the morning to drop off the stuff that I needed to ask her to drop off for Amy. I always know Chi Hai has my back every time my cousin flakes out on me. Then I had to call Edibles to make sure they had my order and it was going to send my arrangements over to Kim. While taking the bus to Chi Hai house, Jodie cookie almost flew away haha. When I got...
Tiring day.
Didn’t go to school again, my god I think I’m not going to graduate at this rate with all the absences but don’t worry no more.
Went to school around two something for practice, damn it was going to be our last practice too. Practice went pretty well, it was fun, tiring but fun haha. We did fun drills, but I guess it was because it was our last practice so it didn’t...
Lost of hope.
Woke up in the morning got ready for school, went over to Jeanette’s house. She was sick, but she sure talks a lot when she is haha. We went to school, Bianca was telling me about her being pregnant, damn. But she’s in a situation where she wants to keep it, but she wants to give it up for Ceaser but it’s not like Ceaser doesn’t want the kid. He said he’s willing to...
“Why do I still hear your voice at the side of my ear, why do I still feel your...”
The burden in my heart.
I’m about to leave to go to the bus stop to school for practice, tonight is senior night for the boy’s. This whole time while I was sitting here, I was wondering why is my heart feel so bothered? Can it be because of Amy? Kim? or mine and Jeanette’s fight? I don’t think it’s about mine and Jeanette fight, though it sorta bugged me last night but I don’t think is...
Feb. 7, 2008
Today woke up, I was planning to go over to Nette’s since that’s where I’m going everyday at six before school, instead of waiting outside in the cold. But she didn’t pick up and I told my mom I was just going to go with Jennifer and Jason so I could get more sleep. But nope, she called back haha but it was cool. School was normal I guess, tired though. But I need to start...
Judgement Game.
Today we played against San Jose, and I seriously thought we were ready, we were but the little things got to us again. There’s one thing that coach keeps saying that she is right about though, we are inconsistent. Yesterday practice, she really, really, pushed us but damn I don’t know what happen in the game. Sigh, we had the chance and now it seems like there’s no more hope,...
It was your call or it would had been mine..
You showed up today and for some reason I sort of knew, I knew why you were here. I don’t know what’s going on with me, when I heard those words falling out of your lips, I felt my heart falling and shattering once more. Seeing you walk away with that guy made it even worst. I hope he’s just a friend. I really like you and I do want to start new, but at the same time I’m...
What do I want...
I honestly really like you and sometimes I believe I can say I love you, it’s just my heart isn’t fully with you. I really want to start new with you, really want to give you all of me. You always know how to make me happy when I’m at my worst, and when I’m sick out of my mind, your always there to take care of me. I know I hurt you before over and over but you still always...
Today's basketball game.
Damn today lost actually hit the core of my heart, first time I guess. Well a lot of our loses hit me before too, but this one really got to me, I guess because winning this game, would have gave us a step closer to CCS. It was a good game though, but we could had done better, but we did play with all we got. Sucks though, I really wanted to beat them, I couldn’t even make a single basket,...
January 2008
1 post
I miss you..
I keep trying to avoid the subject of talk about you, people would be bugging trying to find out what happened, but I don’t want to let anyone know what sup. I act like I’m fine, but truth is I’m not i can lie to others but I can’t lie to myself. When I miss you, I would write on those posted notes, and fold them and when I get home I stick them in that Bottle. I guess its...
August 2007
2 posts
Why Cry by Jay Sean
Dear Dad,
Dear my so called father,
How is a child supposed to call a guy who was never there for half of her life, Dad? When you walked out on us, I wasn’t mad at you, you leaving us had made my anger face towards my mom. I blamed her for pushing you away, I blamed her for all those years, when I would had to tell my friends that, no, I don’t have a father, I blamed her for all those times when I would go...